I found it wrong for me to leave. I will explain later but for now I will say that I am back and I will be updating this page. I could be said that maybe partly left for attention seeking reasons. It would be a lie not to deny it as a reason. I its pathetic I know but I was feeling crap at that time and as many know, when I am sad or angry I tend to do things I regret later. I feel better now though so don't worry.