Well I am getting used to being laptopless and coping with this horrid dog pile of a computer. Its like its got software cancer and will collapses at any moment. But this journal is to sort out all out. So far I hav three and I will put them all in status:

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Picture: Her tiger character.


Picture: Her wolf character, UK


Picture: Her cheetah character
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Oh and good news, I may be able to get another laptop via content insurence. Wish me luck on that.

Well last night the charger was being an absolute fuckup. It got stuck in the charger port where I had to grab it out. Then the metal got dented. After that the charger started to spark and refused to work. very angry Bluewolf then did something absolulty idiotic and selfish. I lost my temper and trew the laptop against the wall which wrecked the cd tray. After that I grabbed a mallet and smashed the screen of the laptop. In panic i stuffed it in a draw and no one is any the wiser.

I feel like a pathetic idiot. That laptop was £450 which is $900 in dollers. I did this when my parents were in a tight spot. I abused my parents trust to have one. Evrytime i seem to be getting anywhere I spoil it. Thats what I am always like nd i never stop. I hate myself. Crying or Very sad

I found it wrong for me to leave. I will explain later but for now I will say that I am back and I will be updating this page. I could be said that maybe partly left for attention seeking reasons. It would be a lie not to deny it as a reason. I its pathetic I know but I was feeling crap at that time and as many know, when I am sad or angry I tend to do things I regret later. I feel better now though so don't worry.

I am leaving DA. I do not need to say why.

Goodbye.

Well its certainly made the news around the internet. Its caused a ton of fear shock and panic. It has done its job well. Now, I am no legal eagle and you may not agree with this but I think you should take a look at these two links:

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Think about that article. Think about the shock in it all. It got you angry yes? Afraid? Well that really stops you from looking deeper. Making sure an article is not lying or blowing things out of proportion and looking into it is good. I mean look how much panic that article has spread. Its caused one hell of a riot and it may be over nothing.

So please, do your research.